And blog. Since I haven't stopped moving since last week.
I sent out the 'hey I'm outta here' email at work last Thursday. I'm honestly kind of surprised by some people's reactions. Some wrote such heart felt emails making me feel guilty I'm leaving. And some who I expected to have a reaction had none at all. Even while I'm sitting at work today less than ten feet away from them. Oh well, work friends are not always true friends I suppose.
It's strange to think I need to start cleaning out my desk today. I refuse to be someone walking out with a big box. I'd rather be a bit more discreet with a picture frame here, my coffee mug there. I really like my chair though, maybe I should pull a Rachel and take that too. Although I'm pretty sure that's frowned upon.
It hasn't really hit me yet. I'm sure it will on Wednesday. Followed by a mental breakdown. I was never great at accepting change. The only way I deal is by completely detaching myself emotionally. Or by not thinking about it at all. I'm trying to stay more focused on what lies ahead than what I'm leaving behind.
And truth be told, I'm terrified. To be leaving a place where I know everyone and everything. For a place where I don't even know where the bathroom is.
Yikes.
It will be a good change though. I just need to get through the next couple days.
Aww don't be scared, you are moving on to a new adventure. I would love to be in your shoes :) Enjoy your last days at work and it's true, work friends aren't always true friend. I learned that the hard way.
Posted by: Katy Mary | 23 March 2010 at 11:42 AM